Silver Volvo

Ok. so all you Twilight fans are bound to get a kick outa this. My boyfriend Scott( hes a vamp, which goes to show that breed doesnt matter!) just got a new car! (thank God! he had an old thunderbird & it wasnt the nicest car) but to my surprise this new one was totally awesome, He got a 2001 Silver Volvo! seeing one in person really puts into view why Stefenie Meyer used that as Edwards car! it drives sooo awesome! The bad thing is he hasnt even read twilight yet... But I informed him of the significance of the Silver Volvo. I still cant believe it!

Explaination

She was my Best friend, other half, the only good to my evil. & she left me because HE liked me before her & so she thinks I like Him... Its all HIS fault, & all hes done is lie to her, about everything. Even when shes been told the truth she still takes his side. This is the reason I dont let people in, this is why.. because I knew this would happen..... But I was stupid..... & somehow I still love her.... We were completely oppisite, yet the same in every way. we knew each others thoughts before we even thought them. Yet she betrays me, like a Judas. My Sister why Can you not hear my cry. Why must we continue this brokeness in our silent hearts, Why must you leave me forever in this dark, black, Cold Abyss. never to have the light shine in my heart again.

My Secret Keeper

My life is so hard without her. Every new day that passes by is like a new tear in my heart, slowly ripping further & further til theres nothing left of me. She was, & for some ungodly reason still is my everything. I tried to kill myself again...... It didnt work, the knife wouldnt cut thru my freakin werewolf skin! it looks like a bare scratch, like I wasnt trying to take away my endless pain. No ones noticed it. No one will. Especially her, she wouldnt care even if I succeeded in the attempt, but alas my fellow shadows it is not to be.

Today........

Was tiring...... Seriously.... I am so.... whats the word? ahh! READY TO BITE HER HEAD OFF!!!!!!!!!!! Literally!

Myths

There are many "Myths" surrounding Werewolf Such as the Myth that silver when brought in contact with our skin, Burns like a brand This is a myth... Silver is the only kind of jewelry I wear. Also that the moon is the reason we change, again this is not true, there are many ways we can change, the moon is nothing special, it just reflects the sun, but a red moon is different. Also that we have a nature to stalk & Eat Humans.... No that is NOT our nature, some of us choose the taste of human flesh over animal, but that is highly frowned open in the werewolf Community.

Life for us

Life for us is hard. Mythical beings are supposed to be mythical, not in your face real, so when you tell your best friend that your a Werewolf they either dont believe you, or try to get you instatutionalized. So you give them proof & they are scared of you or they hate you. I hate Life.