Label me Softly

I was writing today, & I realized something, I am so sick of people saying Im a dark person! I am not dark! maybe some of my work is dark, but I am not. I dont like being categorized. Alot of people believe that since Im a wolf, Im gothic, or that because my boyfriends a vamp that Im emo, Im not a label! I do not like being tagged as anything like such! leave me out of your immature conversations. Someone actually had the nerve to call me a Barbie the other day! lets just say that the dog got his tongue..... He wont be messing with me again.

Others

Hey, you know what is so funny!? Theres so many of us out there, & the world just refuses to accept us. Its not like we cant blend in with society, well some of us. I can, the only thing about me is my excessive hair, & my pale, pale skin. Thats actually a funny subject, Ive been mistaken for a Vamp, by a Vamp! My skin is so pale that its almost iridescent in the sun, yeah I know that wolfs are supposed to be lovers of the sun, but Im not. Well I was wanting to find some other wolfs in my area that dont already belong to a pack, but nope all are taken. Of course I dont know anyone in their right mind who would want to join my pack, mines got 2 wolfs, 3 vamps & an adreniline.
Well I need to get some sleep, night!

Sorry!

Hey! yeah, haven't wrote in a while. So good Evening my Fellow Mythical beings! how was ya'lls Holidays? mine was ok, found out my dad (the only income my house has) is losing his job! isnt that always great to find out a month before Christmas! -_-. So do to stress & other things I tried again, guess what not even the freakin razors will cut thru my skin enough to cause more than a scratch!. So if your a wolf dont try... but anyway, I havent slept in a week so Im goin to try to get some Z's. Ill try & write some more soon....

Halloween

a Time when cratures of the night may roam freely. I was a Quotation mark this yaer for a contest that my youth group was holding (I didnt win) my sister was a cereal killer( I spelt it right) she wore camo with cereal boxs that had knifes stuck in them taped allover herself.... it was funny. my costume was simple all it was was I had a bunch of quotes taped allover me & a name tag that said hello my name is mark...

Silver Volvo

Ok. so all you Twilight fans are bound to get a kick outa this. My boyfriend Scott( hes a vamp, which goes to show that breed doesnt matter!) just got a new car! (thank God! he had an old thunderbird & it wasnt the nicest car) but to my surprise this new one was totally awesome, He got a 2001 Silver Volvo! seeing one in person really puts into view why Stefenie Meyer used that as Edwards car! it drives sooo awesome! The bad thing is he hasnt even read twilight yet... But I informed him of the significance of the Silver Volvo. I still cant believe it!

Explaination

She was my Best friend, other half, the only good to my evil. & she left me because HE liked me before her & so she thinks I like Him... Its all HIS fault, & all hes done is lie to her, about everything. Even when shes been told the truth she still takes his side. This is the reason I dont let people in, this is why.. because I knew this would happen..... But I was stupid..... & somehow I still love her.... We were completely oppisite, yet the same in every way. we knew each others thoughts before we even thought them. Yet she betrays me, like a Judas. My Sister why Can you not hear my cry. Why must we continue this brokeness in our silent hearts, Why must you leave me forever in this dark, black, Cold Abyss. never to have the light shine in my heart again.

My Secret Keeper

My life is so hard without her. Every new day that passes by is like a new tear in my heart, slowly ripping further & further til theres nothing left of me. She was, & for some ungodly reason still is my everything. I tried to kill myself again...... It didnt work, the knife wouldnt cut thru my freakin werewolf skin! it looks like a bare scratch, like I wasnt trying to take away my endless pain. No ones noticed it. No one will. Especially her, she wouldnt care even if I succeeded in the attempt, but alas my fellow shadows it is not to be.